Unbearable Pain: A Personal Battle Against the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a dreary Monday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a educator, attempting to manage a new class, when a sudden sensation bloomed behind my right eye. Then came quick stabs, reminiscent of electric shocks. As the school day progressed, the discomfort subsided and then returned with greater force. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took paracetamol, but the pain remained unbearable.
The headaches appeared repeatedly that autumn, and once more in spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. September and October were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: aura in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-on agony in the classroom by 9.30am. In late 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches often start with intense pain around a single eye that persists for several hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the disorder, and men are more often affected. Attacks usually begin with abrupt, excruciating pain around a single eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. I have an episodic type, which arrives in seasonal bouts; others have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the intensity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. Another discovered 64% of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the number dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through childhood. Drinking in her teens, like many triggers, made things worse. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often mistook her attacks as intoxicated behavior. Support finally came from her parent and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after relocating, but often concealed her condition. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a national hospital.
Still, the failure to organize life around erratic attacks took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across the ages. “The earliest account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They attributed the ailment to an malevolent spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Historical medical records suggest unusual treatments for what modern experts would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a separate condition, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first detailed account of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very intense headache occurring and disappearing each day at specific hours”.
The disorder were only officially classified by international medical societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major artery that supplies blood to the head. Prominent experts in diagnosing the condition explain this.
In the late 1990s, researchers released the results of a study for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the attacks in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a major journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.
In spite of such advances, identification remains delayed. One man's symptoms started in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple surgeries before finally being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor researched his complaints.
Specialists say delays in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He works by eliminating other primary headache conditions, such as migraine, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which side do symptoms occur? For how much time? What season? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated centers. But a lot of first arrive to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misunderstood her symptoms. She thinks dentists still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in early 2021; a calm advisor talked me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack eased.
Official guidance on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the bouts of some individuals.
But consultant specialists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer treatment process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the bout dictates the approach.” Short bouts with infrequent episodes are managed with abortive treatment only. Longer or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the side of the head where the pain is that reduces nerve signals.
The official guidance need revising to reflect a